this is what i wrote to myself in February in one of those email capsule things:
"Dear Future Me,
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!! I'm hoping you're not going to celebrate alone and that you have planned something to do at the party. The idea got is going to the movies and cross your fingers for a super movie to come out (spider man 3?). I mean so far you're alone here in SJSU but you've make a few more alone the way. By now you can act and know how to manage stress. Oh and congrats on finishing your first year college, hooray! So its summertime time and you better get a job and get your license. COME ON YOU'RE 19 AND UNLICENSED. ok i think thats all im going to say to you.
Love ya lots,
P.S. At 8 am today, someone poisons the coffee. DO NOT DRINK the coffee.
Written at Tue Feb 13, 2007"
LOL i love myself. My reply:
Dear Past Me,
My birthday party is on sunday and you're definitely invited. I already watched Spider-man 3 so I'm watching Pirate of the Caribbean 3. I wont be alone on SJSU for long because my best friend from high school is planning to attend there...so yay! I have to say I can do spoken word more than i can act. That class helped my self-confidence more than ever. Its a step up to growing up. Stress Management is a really helpful class. I have noticed that i have a very explosive anger so that is what I'm going to try to change. I know i have to get my license, I have to force yourself to study that damn book. Thank you Susan for addressing some of my personal issues i should be pondering about over the summer. Happy Birthday to me! I'm 19 year old now.
LOVE YA, 19-year old Susan!